And since I’m such a social media whore I’m of course on Ello now https://ello.co/uglyshyla
And Winkelhimer will have a profile too soon.I made mine first so I could get the hang of it and not mess hers up,cause she will beat me.LOL
I have been meaning to thank all of ya for the kind words on the selfies I have been posting lately. I hope y’all don’t think I’m being some vain freak.If I take long breaks between modeling I become very extremely self conscious and cringe at the though of people looking at me.So I’m trying to get over that.I’m one of those weird introverted extroverts.I also tend to be uneasy with being curvy.Not even with the chubbiness issue.In some aspects I hate that I have a hourglass or what some people call a “Bombshell” figure *GAG*.I don’t want a bombshell body.It’s even hard for me to even discuss it because it makes me so uneasy.And THIS IS NOT A POST FISHING FOR PEOPLE TO TELL ME THEY THINK I”M PRETTY ECT.The only way I can deal with it is having a sense of humor about it.And the fact I like looking over the top no matter what my face or figure looks like.I’d love if I looked more androgynous when I could pull off a bit in my early 20’s.I feel more genderless so having a 50’s girly magazine type figure makes me feel weird and at times it makes it hard for me to deal with.Mentally it’s stressful to me at times because sometimes it’s a feeling of my insides not matching my outsides anymore.It sucks having Mae West’s body on the outside but feeling like GG Allin on the inside.
Has anybody found something like Hoot Suite but that is more natural and organic to use?
Has anybody found something like Hoot Suite but that is more natural and organic to use? I get to where I’m drowning in the all the social media stuff I use to post about new work I have up for sale ect.And It’s just impossible to keep up. Have any of my fellow DIY business folks have any tips or know of something like Hoot Suite?I just find Hoot Suite so hard to get used to.Ping Fm was good but it wouldn’t post more then a snippit and it wouldn’t post pic’s.Which is crucial if you are selling visual art. Anybody?Anybody? I’m going to go hide under my desk now.
P.S. If you don’t know what Hoot Suite is google it.I’m overwhelmed as it is. ;P
If anybody has any suggestions post it or PM it to me!
This is a long post but I want to explain just how idiotic humans are,and this will take awhile.LOL
. I genrally have a idea of how ridiculous and or people are,or at least I think I do.Till I step back and look at it or look at it from there side of things and realize how shitty their behavior really was or is.Case in point: People shitting their pants if you like a singer they don’t like.I don’t particularly care for Lady Gaga or Miley Cyrus,in face they annoy the piss out of me.But I’m pretty damn sure that allot of people that I know IRL and online LOVE these singers.And you know what,I don’t care.If somebody listens to them or watches them and it makes them happy then more power to them.If one of my friends says they are going to go to one of their shows I will tell them that I hope they have a good time.Allot of people I know on here post pic,or quotes or whatever from those singers.And I don’t have a issue with it or feel the need to rage at them.Another case and point: I have always liked allot of female musicians that are weirdos,bitches,uber glamorous or just one extreme to the other.Which is one of the reasons I grew up liking Hole/ Courtney Love.Well last year I was dealing with a loved one having a raging drug problem which was literally about to kill me because I was about to off my damn self because it was one of the hardest things I had to deal with in life.My cat Panda had died of Leukemia and I was I think in the middle of a walking nervous break down.If you would have touched me I would have shattered.Well Courtney Love was playing here in Austin at Emo’s.I reallyyyyyyyy wanted to go and Jim went and got us tickets.The day/night of the show there was a ton of stress and when I get stressy I get very martyry *yes I made that word up*.And I just was going to say fuck it and not go.Jim was like no go you will have fun.A lady in front of us was being a twat and looking at her phone for the first part of the show,and wanted to have a hissy if somebody tried to walk in front of her.So I thought great now the show is going to be filled with stress and drama.But finally my orneryness *yes I also made that word up too* kicked in and I grabbed Jim’s hand was like lets get closer.The show was fun and Courtney Love tends to take the flowers and other things and takes them apart and gives them to the crowd,she even handed flowers to different fans.At one point she was where were were standing and she looked to see who she wanted to give a flower to,and looked me right in the eye and politely handed me a rose.Because of all the stress I was under just that surreal moment of somebody I consider to be a bad ass goddess doing that actually made me tear up.I didn’t forget my manners though and yelled THANK YOU I LOVE YOU COURTNEY!LOL.But I was so overwhelmed and of course excited.I posted pic’s of the flower and how excited I was.Allot of people were like “that is awesome,I’m so glad you had a good time”,but then there were the few people that were like “she’s a bad person”,”I don’t like her”,”she is mean” ect ect.It irked me a bit but I thought well people either love or hate her and I guess I’m doing something inflammatory about saying I enjoy her and her music.Then a few days ago when I was going through a few friends post and seeing they post about how they like Miley or Gaga and the fact I in no way feel like I should bitch at them for how “wrong” they are to like something I don’t care for made it hit me about what ridiculous pissy little SHITS grown adults who wanted to piss in my corn flakes were being.I was honestly taken aback by it,and if somebody like me looks at YOUR behavior and thinks you are rude and uncalled for it’s pretty damn bad!It’s the same with the pople when somebody s in agony over a pet passing they say “it’s just a dog,cat ect” hell I have had my dad’s side say that about HUMANS that have died!All I have to say in closing is MY GOD y’all are some immature little shits!Why the hell would you even have it enter your mind to do that!
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